This Era, That Era....

"Check, check....Yr 2008, started counting down for the incoming 2009..." u may thought i calculate sum waiting event or sum1else important made for me...bday...nope, u guys misunderstanding, frankly speaking, ppl who know me well,i will not giv a damn on time stuff, dats y,my time management are very un-organise..this sound true for me...

no other plan or wat la,dat day chating wiv a net fren,i jz realized in reality world,there are still such thg happens,u noe wat? "blind date"...opssi...not blind date,but blind marriage..swt la wei...Ripley aye?-believe it or not..hahaha...but i think is was real..cz i trust wat the person told me.

she told me dat,she will leave MY end of this yr,taiwan next station,why?cz she will marridge wiv a guy she doesnt see b4,and directed by her grandma...gosh..pls la..nowadays still got tis kind of thgs 1 meh??i realli feel speechless...

i always glad i born in 21th century,for i dunnid to bear many thg went thru by my great grand parents,in fact,sum place still practise this kind of wat we call it "old law"..no other thg,i can onli pray for her,gain back her's freedom ASAP....cz she told me,she will wish to re-incarnation ....sad huh?

I will pray for you...AT
-Steven-

Where am I now...

Midnite 3am are alwaYs the best time for me to blog,while surfing net,viewing frenster,i am doin nonsense as well, and my writing mood will come this moment...

sorry for not update my blog,not i am lazy,but everytime when i wanna write down my daily life,somethg come across in my mind,i had to busy for some other urgent stuff,haha....(excuses)

My blog will under construction,due to previous blog kinda emo,i am thinking of re-create new blog....i wish to start a new begining, a new milestone for myself

sleepy,tml 8am class,chaoz~! ^^

Alittle bit pieces of Yr3 Sem1

Come to week12 officially,and unconsciously,dude,nw I AM YEAR3 student d,gosh~meaning that i m going to graduate soon....sob sob T__T sad for i couldnt foolin wiv my frens,sad for i couldnt being immature,sad for i m gonna join this cruel world.......sad!Sad!SAD~!!!

But after yell out,i still nid to move on,wat to do?malaysia is like this 1,after u complaint everythg u feel unsatisfy,but u still have to continue,resume...y?tis is life~~man....a little bit summary about my Yr3 sem1...written this down as a references la,maybe future i will review my own blog again wat had i done ler?who noes?

getting mad d,talking to myself,dunno learn this frm who...lolz~!!aiya,human being mar,when sumthg not good happen,they will blame u,blame me,blame god,blame ah hua,blame ah beng,but they will not blame themself,blame la blame,eventually u will become assylum permanent client,or i bring u go Tanjung Rambutan wan?

this sem realli killing me,tons of work,waving like tsunami,then come class politic katrina again ler?dunno wat will strikes next,but i guess, "The tale of God" will come...aih,after this sem,campaign anymore...more over to come la....

but i do enjoy for this sem,using this sem as the benchmark for me,heading to betta direction, i wanna change,i wan to achieve wat i wan,run, fatboy,run~!!

Start over again,i wan to resurrection

i have to say thank you to Utar,Bachelor Degree of Communications, Year3 Sem1, it is over whelm,tiring,hectic,dramatic semester for everyone of us, seriously,i dint study well for previous sem, this is the consequences, my basic are dat weak,how much effort i put in now,it is too late, is time to wake up~~MR ANG!!

forgotten that i have my own blog,so long time i neva visit and update it,this my feeling station, so dusty and quiet ever since i was busying T with my mates,gossiping, and project of coz(i dint do alot la actually,haha,thanks to my capable group member)

finally the second last presentation ends today,burden gone as well,dats y i able to drop a blog here,and change the background too,dull color aye?haha~i like la.....sumtimes life are so difficult,human being like to makes life complicates,i jz wonder,convincing ur frens to trust u wiv lies,izzit worth?ready for the bearing the consequences?thank u DR Selva,you realli a good lecturer who tell me what is SELF PERCEPTION...anyhow,this thing mz reduce,in order to success in future

-Achievement build with the foundation of determination, only loser seek for EXCUSES-

chaoz~soon will post another new 1 takecare my dear reader =)

My Confession Part 1

Dear God,



i realli dont know either Mother mary listen to me,or jesus,allah or guan yin doin that.
coz i am none religious believer,but at this moment,i juz wanna confess, waiting for judgement.
altot i am not urs follower,but god always say we have to love everyone close to us,did u lend me
ur hand god?did u hold me tight?did u guide me?did u give me any signal?did u....?

what goes around,comes around,i am so ashamed admit i am good guy while facing you,but at least, i am not a bad guy,unable to be a bad guy,but why always giving those fake chances?if what happens to me is karma,i think dat is more than enuf d rite?u wanna punish me,bring it on in once,slam me on the floor straight,dun tearing my heart,splash salt on my wound,i cant take it anymore.....sorry,this not complaining,but ....jz a few words for u,my god.

Here we go...
1st,what i done from begining,i realli wanna help him and her,i am juz a people wanna help,not so evil try to jeopardy anyone.

2nd,i wil not treat any of mine frens badly unless they are not my fren,and i dunnid any reason to treat my good,as long as they good to me,i will do the same thg,i am not so motive harmful guy.

3rd,all these while i helping my frens,built bridge for them,oh ya,sumtimes i am kepo la,but i jz wanna help onli,but why in the end,u refuse to help me?tell me can?

4th,i swear to u all,i neva do anythg which is betray anyone else,nothg undertable,nothg evil...

Dear god,let say u figure what i confess to u,got any lie content there,pls erase my life ,destroy my life too,coz for now,i am so sad for,ppl feel dat i am sum kind of Hypocrite.....

God,if u heard,pls help me~!!

FooD H3@V3N

i am so lazy to write this blog now,since i upload the pics d....argh...i still lazy to tell u guys wat is dat....anyhow...this all are made in Penang

To be continue..... XD

a full compliment for a good father

hope is neva too late to write this blog, recently too busy, until i miss my bed so much
ya,true...and miss my dad as well,i admit,for the very 1st time..me and my dad,not so close to each others, i always tell myself tat, this is the way how chinese/oriental communicate with they own children,my dad is a person who wordless person with his sons.

my pa(daddy), was a very particular guy with his principles
my pa,was a very good family guy
my pa,always try his best to cheer my ma,and other family member
my pa........i wish that i able to hold his hand while he nids me
i hope tat,i can acc him to go everywhere...
ah pa,u and ah ma's love tat u gave to us,i will neva able to repay
ah pa,when i was small,u r the 1 who teach me how to walk,u hold me tiny hand, teach me with patient,one day,when the time u nids me,i wish i could be the 1 who giv u all my loves
ah pa,thanks for everythg,thank u~!!
i love you,ah pa~