WISH LIST.

I AM BACK! it is time for self-evaluation = ))

chapter I life
my life, never stop challenging me everyday, to me, everyday is a brand new day, i will keep on learning = )
my life, never stop me from compare with my peers, everyday i heard good news from them, hope 1 day, my turn for the good headline from my side
my life, never stop give me chances for learning, and i do has a good platform for it,I truly grateful on it

chapter II achievement
achieve- on my job, didn't see any improvement, which mean, i still have tons of space of improvement
achieve- on me, hair getting lesser, weight drop too, thanks to my best buddy since form 1 (latest: 88.4kg)
achieve- on networking, erm, must put extra hard work in it*** ( must do!)

chapter III objectives
goal, i put s behind this title, because of , i have some real dreams to achieve, sadly, still nil, but yet to realize = )
to do list:

* seek for doctor who able to consult on my hair problem
* keep on diet plan, and well self dicipline
* job wise, do it wisely of course, time is running out
* quit sugar, quit beer, quit wine, just noticed that wine and beer have kinda similarity of calories =(

* get myself ML starwalker, lol!
* CHANGE! MY ATTITUDE!

chapter IV plans
* from march onward, benchmark today, change a new ride if do really necessarily, in 6 months time
* purchase a house before year 2014
* find a partner, business partner, or life time partner, hehehe!

anyhow. enough for this round updates, wanna shout this to myself

" YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!! "

-WC-

mortgage- year one-> one year

been in this field for 1yr, i am year 2 rookie now, yipee! =)

flash back*

there was a year ago hired by my ex-bos, who just joined another company, left us behind. is just like HAHA

but, to be frank, without him, i will not be here, and tough

there were ups and downs, joy and sorrow for the year 2011

and the only thing i wanna say, i will keep on survive = )

blessed, steven

hello year 2012

everyone thinks that 2012 will be end of the world, i don't get it, you guys trust this kind of prediction and prophet talks? sorry, not cup of my tea, i just wanna shout it out, i see my year 2012 IS A GOOD YEAR!!!!

i had an unpredictable awful past year, i thought that my heart is quite tough,in fact, i still need peoples out there back me up. Anyhow, the hardest time had already past, i am kinda looking forward to REALIZE my resolutions for year 2012 =)

just notice lotsa of my friends no longer active in for blogs, tweet. most of the multimedia activist switch to facebooker. besides, i am quite active in FB too..lol!

checklist for now
* save money
*slim down
*cari gf
*more plan

=)

fatty

i just uploaded my school time pics, everyone was so shocked. what is actually happened to myself.

i gained 30kgs for the passed 2 years, no joke, 30kgs. i plan N times for slim down, it never happen, ha ha.

bought a set of slim down plan, but never keep on going, mindset problem. always think another way round. too conservative. to fear to accept failure.

fucking hate myself when i was in fitting room testing jean. i couldnt wear these beautiful clothes for this fucking obesity probe.

thin never is my word, but i dont want fat following me forever. kinda down recently, but yet, i am surviving.

no matter how, i must go thru all this, and i BELIEVE!

I-THINK (我 想)

第一次,用中文寫下自己的心情, 感覺還挺特別的, 看來我的中文語病不比英文來得少.

CHAPTER 1.MYLIFE 篇

踏入社會,YEAR 2, 覺得原地自轉, 徘徊再懷疑自身的能力. 永遠被弱點支配, 發覺自己還不成熟, 悲哀

明瞭不狠, 不振, 不變通, 在社會, 等著好像 AMERICA'S GOT TALENT 那樣被當掉.

KIASU?KIASI? 下意識認同這兩個現代化理念. 'kiasi=self protecting, don't get me wrong'

藉口?因人而異吧. 自律,決心, 總是比較少了些. 通病 or 認命?

如果把魔嘼世界的HERO DESCRIBE MY ULTIMATE, 有兩招,逃避和自我矮化.

這不是EMO POST, BUT, 最近的心情寫照. 感慨偽人遠勝偉人. 我, 斗不過現實.

擱筆,

-思題奮-

body weight problem= health problem

went a health centre today, listen to a senior engineer sharing about his success story, health awareness, earn money while you are able to slim down + back in better condition.

my current weight, 95.9KG, ideal weight 63KG = 33KG to go

my current health condition 18, ideal measurement,5= 13 to go

work life health balance, pray eat love, execute my plan soon =)

many many times of tomorrow

i said to myself, this round i aint gonna lose again, but i gave up eventually, i promised myself this will be my last try, but i did it again. for god sake, human like me doesnt deserve for achievement , successful life. always stay in comfort zone, thousand lies and excuses

this time, i wanna write down my -to do list- on my blog, see how many things i can get it done, get it right, get it in the best result in good time frame:

1. today is 7 of July, will make sure this month hit another million higher compare to last month, by all means, another big leap for my job, high but truly achievable.

2. in 3 months time i must make myself real slim down, my recent's weight, 96kgs, yepp, freaking heavy and overweight till the max. target, 3kgs is a must, 5kgs is fine, 8kgs is perfect, i wanna test my own determination.

3.stop waste and get wasted. i wasting my time and money for get wasted. maybe a slow 1, currently visiting pubs and bars 7 days per week. moreover influence my buddy =D =D bad influence, hehehe!

4. rest early, well planning ahead as well.

5. will revise this all again after a month, and review of myself too.