Bay Song

It is Not a hatred post, i swear to god, but something negative, fed up d ma. again, you wasting everyone's precious time, and it just like never end story, fuck you for the sake of god, if i am almighty , i will end your life just like that, why? wasting people's time equally a murderer. since our activity involved some many human being, so you are the serial killer. yes you!

i just wanna blab for few things here, just a simple reminder for a so called leader.

shit happened for a reason, don't expect people to whip you ass every time you poo, and you want people clear up for, of course can, but with good manner would you?

time management, time, time is gold, you see my time as go? just like air? you manage your time well, don't you feel guilty while most of the people are there already and waiting for you? must feel shame ma, i don't care whether your are babysitter or sensei, while people ask puncture? ya, on time please!! fuck you, you are the one should fuck by negro, idiot!

i admit, always feel impatient bout your behavior, yalah, i should say sorry to you, i shouldn't expect you might be one of the rising star, but at least, when everyone is de-grading, go-stun liao, lu lagi walk backwards, i thought this shouldn't occur, because you are too weak to down graded!

And the very last request, please don't act like a team leader, nobody listen to you, especially me, i only salute/ respect to those who impressed me, you din't , tell you a norm among peoples who really dislike you, i don't use hate, because hating a people is actually tiring job, you know what norm was that? 'wei, you are aliltle bit better than HIM only" and that was the most sarcastic made for us. LOLX

pls grow up dude!

I met some problems

health problem, financial crisis, confident problem, any solutions?

Plans

I wanna get a job, a very #1 task, I wanna slim down, yet, haven't starts any executions.

There is something up on my mind, i need to do what i should, what i want, planning without action.

Its only plain talk cock nia. wake up!

Friend.

This post is specially dedicate to Yibin, who will leaving on end of this Sept, the date drawing near ade some how.

I don't need a friend who can spend me beer or meal, i need a friend share me beer and nice meal,

I don't need a friend who can fetch me everywhere, but when my car broke down, he can fetch me or help me call for help

I don't need a friend who offer me a job, i just need their sincere advice on my career

I don't need a friend bring my chicks, i prefer a friend bring me know his dude

And luckily, i have many of mine friends able to do so, sounds demanding, i am doing the same way to my friends too,to the my buddies, whole night long chat, i able to offer you guys =)

People told me, when you get older, you will have lesser friends, i should say, you may gain some while you losing some.

One of my best friend, my beer mate, my tea mate, will left Malaysia for U.K in this coming week, i would say, i feel upset and happy at the same time. sad coz might not seeing him for 2 years or maybe if he able to settle down in U.K. then will be very rare chance to meet up ade. Happy for him, because not every1 able to further their study in U.K although its getting common.

Anyway, Yibin, i wish you have the best undertaking in your future, and please come back Malaysia, you know people here do really needs you badly, take care always!

Racist

I hate racist, superbly hate racist. the racist i mean here is not only people who ask Malaysia chinese go back China via AA, as well as chinese who talk alike racist. in fact, if they arent 1, they wont talk alike racist.

Fuck the racist! I damn hate racist, don't la like that, i meet lotsa decent malaysians, since you are 1 of them, why call those racist as barbarian? ya, you may right in some way, think about you, when you sound so vengeful, you already one of them, different team only, you are in minority of gang, this is silly okay!

Ya, i am so idiot because of those few stupid words, but i do really care bout my country, i born as Malaysian, i called myself as overseas chinese, in fact, i still loves my tanah air, i will never forget this phase, "We are the Rakyat". Fuck the inequality in Msia, just do what you can, at least be a voter.

sign off. (with anger still)

It is not the ending i wish to see

I heard this phrase many times, don't know since when, push a button, is not really that difficult, its depend on who you are, what you are.

It is So beautiful while you begun a new relationship, and you couldn't imagine how ugly will it be "when Loves comes to the end"

"It is not the ending wish to see" i believe that, job hunt is just similiar with your human relationship, "this is not i want" what i often tell my friend, excuse? nope, i haven't met the right one, will you be with someone else for simply lonely? maybe yes maybe not. the best is not for me lah.

I am still looking for the right one, wish me luck!

Signed off
-Steven-

Calculative

i used to be very generous, and kind to everyone, i mean, most of my friends, even strangers, i just figured it out, my blood turns into cold and colder. At least, i don't simply do charity, or treats everyone the same way.

When you gets older, you might see things differently, the thing which i mean here is, the dark side of human. One of the most unbearable human's ugly behavior for me is, Selfish. i know, it is kinda ridiculous if asking your friend treat you equally, some people claims they don't judge friend, but the way they did to you, it reflected the status in his mind, and i call this people as talker. this type of people talk well, you wanna seek help from them, save the breath for yourself, and maybe the trouble lesser than waiting the assist.

Being calculative wasn't a sin, you had have so many best friends, so it is impossible to be decent to every of them, and i guess, you rate your friend via what potential they have. when you spend a penny on your friend, you are hoping to get it back 100times from what u have invested. impressive, you are greater than Buffett, even Steve Jobs offer you a job.

Too try to be a man, don't you always fooling people stays around you, doncha you think this is so unfair to them? when people be nice to you, remember, dont take in for granted, unconditional contribution normally bring you bigger tragedy, be consideration a bit, there is no free lunch in this world, even fresh air, you need to pay for it.

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