fatty

i just uploaded my school time pics, everyone was so shocked. what is actually happened to myself.

i gained 30kgs for the passed 2 years, no joke, 30kgs. i plan N times for slim down, it never happen, ha ha.

bought a set of slim down plan, but never keep on going, mindset problem. always think another way round. too conservative. to fear to accept failure.

fucking hate myself when i was in fitting room testing jean. i couldnt wear these beautiful clothes for this fucking obesity probe.

thin never is my word, but i dont want fat following me forever. kinda down recently, but yet, i am surviving.

no matter how, i must go thru all this, and i BELIEVE!