Tuesday, May 6, 2008

i love you mama

i am 22,ya, 22....old enuf to own myself a family.career.anythg,everythg,
but without u,i am nothg.i have nth.i wont be anythg,
u raise me up, without hoping repay.return,
u raise me up,witout complaint,without doubtful....

wat i do,u will onli comment it,advice, but supportive always
wat i done.u will neva over punish,and sumhow will put blame to urself
my destiny belongs to myself, but ur destiny.u exchange it with our's,

u sacrifice everythg of urs,to help us achieve the dream
u sacrifice ur whole life to let us to be more comfort
For the every litle thg u do,for us,are the best thg compare with any
For the everythg u do,at this moment,i only able to say thank you

I m sorry for being rebellious once.
I m sorry for being such a dissapointment to u once.
I m sorry that i m not able to make u proud of me.
I m sorry that i never tell u dat i love u.

with this coming mothers day,i have nothg for u mummy,but sum promises to realize in future
Mum,i love you u,although is not as much as the love dat u giving to me
Mum,i love you,for the sacrifice u had made all this years
I almost drop my tears while typing this post,but the burden carry by you,i will neva able repay,
but mum,i will try to give u the best i can, and i wanna thank you dat being
THE GREATEST MUM OF MINE!

Saturday, May 3, 2008

breathless.....i m letting go

Midnite....tea making me sleepless or my lousy old fashioned celeron processor low ram brain busying arranging old files in my mind(yaya,i noe i m long winded,but tis is how i feel now) seriously, i m not rush for any assignment or any exam like my frens do,for tis moment, i onli lepak,sleep eat,pee....play,sing,dream, pathetically, it was like a beggar style now, baggar de pon,told by my hsemate CM...i m losing my way,i m telling dat, i m LOST~!!
2 weeks later,since that day,everythg had change, sumhow like opposition smash down BN, i neva feel tis b4, neva ever....i drink syrup ,i taste bitter, i drink beer,i taste da pain,the pain on my heart. trying my best licking my wound hope dat will turn into scar as soon posible, taking this chance, i wanna thank to my frens who always foolin with me,they help me alot while i nid ppl most, adios~
no more contact with each others, no more cares and concerns, no more ......for me,once u r my major concern, i breath thru you, i breath becoz of u, do u noe dat? everytime i passed by the place we met previous moment, the scene recall again, avoid and ignorance memory recall choosen by me, once i think dat u were with me, always stay with me, once, u r my everythg, do u noe dat?
nowsadays, i hardly find my heartbeat, u r da person who raise da tempo, i hardly to see color, without u,my world was grey, crystal reminds me u r still stay inside my heart, if 2 years are the duration u spent as a companion of mine, i willing exchange with my everythg, to turn back time again, i miss u,i miss ur smile, i miss ur voice...u noe dat?u will neva noe hows i feel, and i choose to let go...free myself, quit to be ur burden, but when the day i were gone, i will turn into wind, follow wherever u are, when u nids me,i will always be with u

urs faithfully,
Stvnwen WC