aging

recently start back to blog again, alil bit in love with blogging again. i am the person who loves to record down my feelings and thoughts during my journey of life, but for time being, people will thinks that i am action, in fact, i do think alike what i look alike =D

freaking sad bout my appearance, maybe my friend dont ever realize i was actually mind bout how people look at me, althou hairloss makes me look older,i dint give up for getting it back again, while my beard always grow faster than my hair, hahahhaa! btw, i am really worried bout my body weight, because of the appearance,i had lost all my confident

i believe that, a man like me, only gained those weird attraction, people will only discuss bout my hair, my tummy, my face, none of them discuss bout my inner beauty.i had giving up for this thingy, i swear to god, from now on, i dont need any sympathy but, i will do my best to slim down, and stop the mid-age crisis which approach 20years early. i must be optimist!

best friend

always thought be your best buddy, i can take it when you found you loves1

always overestimate myself able to walk thru the rain whereas you are no longer bother about me

always willing to contribute the unconditional cares and love which i used to gave in

always think that i am really can say hi to you whenever i bumped into you, or msn, fb

i am a coward, when anything that remind me of you, do you know that i fall for you?

Diary

once,i remember i heard this in a movie which i already forgotten the name of this movie, long winded right. my style. lol. erm do u heard this before?

'i come, i see, i conquer' - the great alexander

'i come, i blog, i remember'- steven

so,i decided to write more from now onwards. thanks!

Love drunk

I look alike mid-age uncle right now, no longer sad for my appearance. currently worry about my health, i can't breath well, certainly, soulless movement and lotsa minor minded stuff occurred. i guess, alcohol had eaten up all my brain cells, i not only plans to quit, but quit beer asap. orelse,i might not only die in young age, diseases strike too.

ok.back to topic. love drunk. why love must drunk? do you guys realize that while your friends in love or in the stage of courting and flirting, most of them will self-deception sounds hurt, but i think its true. like wise, most of those couple and lovers, love birds, act like an big baby during those time. people told me this, you will do some which is very extraordinary when u in love in with somebodyelse, you dont even know how to judge black and white, love is color of blind ya.

some times i might thirst for love, but i dont need it afterall, u can call me selfish,but i trust that, till i can be in those unconditional love mode again,i dont mind to be drunk again. at this moment,i wanna be successful 1st, and launch my mayday plan.peeps wish me luck

thanks! =) with <3