aging

recently start back to blog again, alil bit in love with blogging again. i am the person who loves to record down my feelings and thoughts during my journey of life, but for time being, people will thinks that i am action, in fact, i do think alike what i look alike =D

freaking sad bout my appearance, maybe my friend dont ever realize i was actually mind bout how people look at me, althou hairloss makes me look older,i dint give up for getting it back again, while my beard always grow faster than my hair, hahahhaa! btw, i am really worried bout my body weight, because of the appearance,i had lost all my confident

i believe that, a man like me, only gained those weird attraction, people will only discuss bout my hair, my tummy, my face, none of them discuss bout my inner beauty.i had giving up for this thingy, i swear to god, from now on, i dont need any sympathy but, i will do my best to slim down, and stop the mid-age crisis which approach 20years early. i must be optimist!