I wanna get a job, a very #1 task, I wanna slim down, yet, haven't starts any executions.
There is something up on my mind, i need to do what i should, what i want, planning without action.
Its only plain talk cock nia. wake up!
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Friend.
This post is specially dedicate to Yibin, who will leaving on end of this Sept, the date drawing near ade some how.
I don't need a friend who can spend me beer or meal, i need a friend share me beer and nice meal,
I don't need a friend who can fetch me everywhere, but when my car broke down, he can fetch me or help me call for help
I don't need a friend who offer me a job, i just need their sincere advice on my career
I don't need a friend bring my chicks, i prefer a friend bring me know his dude
And luckily, i have many of mine friends able to do so, sounds demanding, i am doing the same way to my friends too,to the my buddies, whole night long chat, i able to offer you guys =)
People told me, when you get older, you will have lesser friends, i should say, you may gain some while you losing some.
One of my best friend, my beer mate, my tea mate, will left Malaysia for U.K in this coming week, i would say, i feel upset and happy at the same time. sad coz might not seeing him for 2 years or maybe if he able to settle down in U.K. then will be very rare chance to meet up ade. Happy for him, because not every1 able to further their study in U.K although its getting common.
Anyway, Yibin, i wish you have the best undertaking in your future, and please come back Malaysia, you know people here do really needs you badly, take care always!
I don't need a friend who can spend me beer or meal, i need a friend share me beer and nice meal,
I don't need a friend who can fetch me everywhere, but when my car broke down, he can fetch me or help me call for help
I don't need a friend who offer me a job, i just need their sincere advice on my career
I don't need a friend bring my chicks, i prefer a friend bring me know his dude
And luckily, i have many of mine friends able to do so, sounds demanding, i am doing the same way to my friends too,to the my buddies, whole night long chat, i able to offer you guys =)
People told me, when you get older, you will have lesser friends, i should say, you may gain some while you losing some.
One of my best friend, my beer mate, my tea mate, will left Malaysia for U.K in this coming week, i would say, i feel upset and happy at the same time. sad coz might not seeing him for 2 years or maybe if he able to settle down in U.K. then will be very rare chance to meet up ade. Happy for him, because not every1 able to further their study in U.K although its getting common.
Anyway, Yibin, i wish you have the best undertaking in your future, and please come back Malaysia, you know people here do really needs you badly, take care always!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Racist
I hate racist, superbly hate racist. the racist i mean here is not only people who ask Malaysia chinese go back China via AA, as well as chinese who talk alike racist. in fact, if they arent 1, they wont talk alike racist.
Fuck the racist! I damn hate racist, don't la like that, i meet lotsa decent malaysians, since you are 1 of them, why call those racist as barbarian? ya, you may right in some way, think about you, when you sound so vengeful, you already one of them, different team only, you are in minority of gang, this is silly okay!
Ya, i am so idiot because of those few stupid words, but i do really care bout my country, i born as Malaysian, i called myself as overseas chinese, in fact, i still loves my tanah air, i will never forget this phase, "We are the Rakyat". Fuck the inequality in Msia, just do what you can, at least be a voter.
sign off. (with anger still)
Fuck the racist! I damn hate racist, don't la like that, i meet lotsa decent malaysians, since you are 1 of them, why call those racist as barbarian? ya, you may right in some way, think about you, when you sound so vengeful, you already one of them, different team only, you are in minority of gang, this is silly okay!
Ya, i am so idiot because of those few stupid words, but i do really care bout my country, i born as Malaysian, i called myself as overseas chinese, in fact, i still loves my tanah air, i will never forget this phase, "We are the Rakyat". Fuck the inequality in Msia, just do what you can, at least be a voter.
sign off. (with anger still)
Monday, September 20, 2010
It is not the ending i wish to see
I heard this phrase many times, don't know since when, push a button, is not really that difficult, its depend on who you are, what you are.
It is So beautiful while you begun a new relationship, and you couldn't imagine how ugly will it be "when Loves comes to the end"
"It is not the ending wish to see" i believe that, job hunt is just similiar with your human relationship, "this is not i want" what i often tell my friend, excuse? nope, i haven't met the right one, will you be with someone else for simply lonely? maybe yes maybe not. the best is not for me lah.
I am still looking for the right one, wish me luck!
Signed off
-Steven-
It is So beautiful while you begun a new relationship, and you couldn't imagine how ugly will it be "when Loves comes to the end"
"It is not the ending wish to see" i believe that, job hunt is just similiar with your human relationship, "this is not i want" what i often tell my friend, excuse? nope, i haven't met the right one, will you be with someone else for simply lonely? maybe yes maybe not. the best is not for me lah.
I am still looking for the right one, wish me luck!
Signed off
-Steven-
Calculative
i used to be very generous, and kind to everyone, i mean, most of my friends, even strangers, i just figured it out, my blood turns into cold and colder. At least, i don't simply do charity, or treats everyone the same way.
When you gets older, you might see things differently, the thing which i mean here is, the dark side of human. One of the most unbearable human's ugly behavior for me is, Selfish. i know, it is kinda ridiculous if asking your friend treat you equally, some people claims they don't judge friend, but the way they did to you, it reflected the status in his mind, and i call this people as talker. this type of people talk well, you wanna seek help from them, save the breath for yourself, and maybe the trouble lesser than waiting the assist.
Being calculative wasn't a sin, you had have so many best friends, so it is impossible to be decent to every of them, and i guess, you rate your friend via what potential they have. when you spend a penny on your friend, you are hoping to get it back 100times from what u have invested. impressive, you are greater than Buffett, even Steve Jobs offer you a job.
Too try to be a man, don't you always fooling people stays around you, doncha you think this is so unfair to them? when people be nice to you, remember, dont take in for granted, unconditional contribution normally bring you bigger tragedy, be consideration a bit, there is no free lunch in this world, even fresh air, you need to pay for it.
-END-
When you gets older, you might see things differently, the thing which i mean here is, the dark side of human. One of the most unbearable human's ugly behavior for me is, Selfish. i know, it is kinda ridiculous if asking your friend treat you equally, some people claims they don't judge friend, but the way they did to you, it reflected the status in his mind, and i call this people as talker. this type of people talk well, you wanna seek help from them, save the breath for yourself, and maybe the trouble lesser than waiting the assist.
Being calculative wasn't a sin, you had have so many best friends, so it is impossible to be decent to every of them, and i guess, you rate your friend via what potential they have. when you spend a penny on your friend, you are hoping to get it back 100times from what u have invested. impressive, you are greater than Buffett, even Steve Jobs offer you a job.
Too try to be a man, don't you always fooling people stays around you, doncha you think this is so unfair to them? when people be nice to you, remember, dont take in for granted, unconditional contribution normally bring you bigger tragedy, be consideration a bit, there is no free lunch in this world, even fresh air, you need to pay for it.
-END-
Sunday, September 19, 2010
My life Journal
My English getting worst and rotten nowadays, writing and speaking, feel worried bout it. have to brush up my language through post more blog, in fact, its kinda wrong too, because nobody will know what mistake they had made, human doesn't self evaluate that often, and this is a fact!
My grammar are sucks, yet, i have no solution on it, aih, let it be lah! anyway, this blog is not blog about my language, 2 days ago, i had made up my mind, i decide to give a try, and test myself, so i gotta brush up my english before i take this challenge, before the journey starts again....
Thank god, i dint delete my present blog, which i had an intention to do so, after read back some of my posts, i able to trace myself, where i am now, and whether i am improving or still stepping on the same spot? reluctant, i am walking backwards actually, i shall remind myself via this Life journal.
Finally, buck up man! A man who live without dreams and career, not qualify as a Real Man! i wanna be something more than i turn into something, sounds catchy aye? have a lil brainstorm bout it lah peeps, again, Adios!
-steven-
My grammar are sucks, yet, i have no solution on it, aih, let it be lah! anyway, this blog is not blog about my language, 2 days ago, i had made up my mind, i decide to give a try, and test myself, so i gotta brush up my english before i take this challenge, before the journey starts again....
Thank god, i dint delete my present blog, which i had an intention to do so, after read back some of my posts, i able to trace myself, where i am now, and whether i am improving or still stepping on the same spot? reluctant, i am walking backwards actually, i shall remind myself via this Life journal.
Finally, buck up man! A man who live without dreams and career, not qualify as a Real Man! i wanna be something more than i turn into something, sounds catchy aye? have a lil brainstorm bout it lah peeps, again, Adios!
-steven-
Racist
Pakatan Rakyat ( people's collision) took over 4 states in Semenanjung during General Election march of 8th, so here we are, Malaysian, finally the government recognize 16sept as Malaysia's days, sounds weird, but in fact, i prefer this meaningful day compared with so called independent day.
contributions from belated almarhum Tunku Abdul Rahman cannot be erase, i only able to know a little bit of him from some article, even is just a simple piece of his life, and some quote from Malaysia's independent father, but his love towards his nation, his RAKYAT was endless. Tunku never say, kerana melayu, sebab itu tanah air ini namanya, Malaysia. if today, he is still alive, he might die instantly because of today's Bumi's
today, i am not blog about politic, but i have these kind of saddening feel during Malaysia day, why still tons of politic leaders torn apart between races in order to be the ruilling party? suddenly,i miss Yasmin Ahmad alot, i miss her, not because of she produce good PSA, but , she taught us, how to be more COLORBLIND. dont be so hatred, peeps, i do have some malay friends who respect chinese and other races, and i have some chinese friends who are very racist, please aware this, ARE, meaning they are still.
i am doubt about some parents, told them children this way " dont talk to them, they are idiot than chinese..." ya. right, you look alot more pighead when you told this to your children, i believe only 1 thing, human being are not born to be racist, they had being influence, blind folded, if i were god, how i wish to turn all the racists into blind, so that they wont that racist? does it works? i doubt.
GTG,
-Steven-
contributions from belated almarhum Tunku Abdul Rahman cannot be erase, i only able to know a little bit of him from some article, even is just a simple piece of his life, and some quote from Malaysia's independent father, but his love towards his nation, his RAKYAT was endless. Tunku never say, kerana melayu, sebab itu tanah air ini namanya, Malaysia. if today, he is still alive, he might die instantly because of today's Bumi's
today, i am not blog about politic, but i have these kind of saddening feel during Malaysia day, why still tons of politic leaders torn apart between races in order to be the ruilling party? suddenly,i miss Yasmin Ahmad alot, i miss her, not because of she produce good PSA, but , she taught us, how to be more COLORBLIND. dont be so hatred, peeps, i do have some malay friends who respect chinese and other races, and i have some chinese friends who are very racist, please aware this, ARE, meaning they are still.
i am doubt about some parents, told them children this way " dont talk to them, they are idiot than chinese..." ya. right, you look alot more pighead when you told this to your children, i believe only 1 thing, human being are not born to be racist, they had being influence, blind folded, if i were god, how i wish to turn all the racists into blind, so that they wont that racist? does it works? i doubt.
GTG,
-Steven-
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